video games...are they really what you think they are?!

TV can turn you into a log...you sit there and watch and watch, and then when your supposed to be doing something else, you feel so exhuasted even though you haven't been doing anything. same with video games, people who play video games have brains of mush. i'm a strong believer in not playing video games. they are lame, they're an excuse for guys not to confront their feelings. LAME right? yeah, but thats okay...some guys just don't have what it takes to be in a relationship. sorry guys, but its time to face the sad truth. of course, there are some exceptions, like my brother and cousins, they have what it takes to be in a relationship, they are just bored. hahaha.
muchlove,
bodacious Dev.

why, Why, WHY?

sometimes you miss people...its a natural thing. But i hate missing people who you know deep down don't miss you. it sucks. or like having feelings for someone without a logical reason of why. everywhere i turn i think of the same person...who never did anything that extraordinary. like the only question is WHY? what has he done to make me think of him any more than i should? he doesn't even deserve to be in my thoughts? so why is he? it makes me mad, of how i think of him and i know he isn't thinking of me...its just NOT fair. but life isn't fair, ya know?
muchlove,
Bodacious Dev.

"it's funny how day by day nothing changes, but when you look back,everything is different."

Have you ever wondered what the future will bring? i look back at me a year ago...i would never have expected the stuff i've gone through ya know? its crazy. like in a year from now, what will have happened to me? its just wierd to think about. things change so quickly but you just don't realize it...people change all the time, but sometimes you just don't want to accept it. sometimes you change, and you don't want to accept it.
muchlove,
Bodacious Dev.

updates.

okay...so yesterday i went to the Pacifica Beach...it was lots of fun! i would put pictures but i don't really know how. but anyways...yeah! it was tons of fun! i love the beach! i might see the musical "Wicked" in Sanfrancisco...im so excited!!!! i was singing popular in the shower this morning...i love it! hahaha! but that's pretty much it! im excited for school to start believe it or not! haha! and school shopping! i haven't even started looking for clothes yet! well, i gotta go!
muchlove,
Bodacious Dev.

This is for you Gwendalyn (:

You know those times when you go to sleep and wake up thinking about that one person? Or when you sitt on your bed crying for no reason?
who is that person? what does he/she mean to you? i mean, it could be a family member who you love dearly, or a best friend who you miss...or an ememy who you hate. but i highly doubt that. its most likely someone more than that. why waste your time though, on someone who probably could care less what you think...they are probably thinking about some other person, while your wasting your time on what you think is prince charming...i wish it were the guys who suffer...you know? they insist on being locked vaults. girls are not afraid to show their emotions, but guys make us think that they don't care...is it a bad thing to care? apparently! i think it is about time for girls to step up, and not take all that heartbreak that comes in the whole package of being in love. come on girls! lets stand up and let the boys suffer...isn't it time for us to be the head in the relationship?! in the movie, "My Big Fat Greek Wedding" the mom says that the men are the head...but the women are the neck, and they can turn the head, anyway they want.
oh boy, don't you wish that was true? well, i love you Gwen...don't waste your heart on prince charming...when you deserve to have so much more.
muchlove to you,
Bodacious Dev.

metaphor.

okay...not that i've been in love but a very interesting metaphor has come to mind.
what if love was like getting punched in the arm daily by your big brother.
it hurts, and you feel like you really want to cry...but you also want to be strong and ignore the throbbing. soon you might find bruises everywhere, what you thought was a minor problem now turns into little black spots, visible for everyone to see. you find that they don't go away for a while.
isn't it interesting how much you can compare to broken hearts? or just love in general? i personally think that it is OVERRATED...but thats just me.
muchlove,
Bodacious Dev.

introduction.

well hey. first blog. not sure how it all goes. but hi.

so, a little bit about myself.

i love California, sunshine, and boys!

i'm MORMON.

Music is my passion...i love to sing, and play my guitar.

i also love theater.

okay, so...

i am on Vacation visiting my dad...

i miss everyone at home though.

especially my cousins...they know who they are!

but anyways, that's all! I'll blog as much as i can!

muchlove,

bodacious Dev.